Okay, this journal is pretty overdue so I'm just gonna get straight to it.
About 3 months ago, I started to become very depressed and began to contemplate suicide a lot more seriously than usual. It got to the worst point at the beginning of July when I nearly made an attempt on my life after an anxiety attack. I don't know what triggered it.
I've gone for some tests and I discovered that I'm bipolar an anorexic.
Anyway I'm taking some pills to stabilize the bipolarity and depression. I'm also seeing a therapist to deal with everything that's happened. I've stopped drawing because the pills I'm on sort of restrict creativity. I've been thinking about posting a sketchdump of all the pieces I won't be able to finish? If you guys want.
Uh so yeah I'm sorry for all the inactivity. I might try and get back into chats and rp, sadly art won't be happening. Also I'm a whole lot more active on my tumblr that I am here, so if you want to follow me I'm at gayorze.tumblr.com