I am so sick of my stepfather that I'm finding it hard to live in my own house. Just now he came through to the lounge and I was sitting down watching TV  and he just shouts at me "Who keeps throwing this cushion on the ground?!" I say I don't know and he pulls a face at me and mimics me in a high voice "Ooooohh I don't know". 2 weeks ago he walks over to me and gets in my face and practically spits this in my face "Go put your bag in your room for God's sake" then he mumbles to himself as he walks away. He did that in front of my Mom! I don't know a few months ago or it was a year or something I have to put on a suit for a special occasion and he tells me I look ridiculous in front of the whole family. And then when I was six he was making dinner and I asked him what he was making, he tells me mashed potatoes and I say okay. He picked me up and threw me across the room into the fridge and shouted at me asking if that wasn't good enough. When I was 12 I had 2 infected kidneys and they still affect me today. I told my Mom my kidneys were really sore at the dinner table and he just says "God, shut up! You don't even know where your kidneys are."

 I come home after having surgery on them and he tells me to grow up and get over it.

There are so many other incidents I can't even remember them all... But of course when we have guests over then I suddenly become his son whom he loves and cares about. He has never in my life wished me a happy birthday or a merry Christmas and he's been married to my Mom for 9 years. I have, I've gotten him a gift too for every single one, he's never thanked me. He's told my older sister that she's a useless piece of crap that never does anything right at the dinner table. So yes, understandably I'm getting pretty sick of having to live with him.